Stacey The Cougar Gets Personal

Today was a big day for me because I was meeting the families! First up: Travis' relatives. I was especially nervous because his mother is only 7 years older than I am. Part of me thought we could have a great friendship, but the other part of me knew she would be protective. His mom was shocked to learn I was 40 and had four kids. She had a lot of reservations -- which she expressed to me in no indirect fashion.

I was a little uneasy, but as a mother I understand where she was coming from. I really felt that I needed to assure her I would never put Travis in a situation to sacrifice or to be a distraction. I need an equal in life, and putting someone in a position to choose or to interfere with getting ahead in life isn't a healthy start.

I was surprised how much Travis stood up for me -- and us -- to his mother. Travis is very mature in that way, and he stands firm in who he is with solid conviction. When I kissed Travis in front of his mom, she said, "Ewwww!" That wasn't exactly the response I was after, but it did make me laugh a little. I understand his family's concerns, and agree that Travis and I may have way too much of an age gap. It's tough, because I really like Travis, who he is, and what he stands for.

When they asked me if it was "painful" I said "No, not at all." I told a white lie. It was scary as hell! I know my feelings run deep for Colt, and so I placed importance on this meeting -- so much so that it got the best of me. I definitely sensed that Colt was proud to introduce me to his brothers, and that made me feel special. His brothers said he NEVER holds a girl's hand, so they were very taken back to see Colt hold mine. I wonder what that's about? Is Colt unaffectionate or just super-selective? Hopefully it's the latter.

I can't say I was surprised that Adam brought Grant. It was fun to see him again, but I have to say I was disappointed that I didn't meet his parents. Adam openly admitted his parents wouldn't approve of me, so clearly we have a problem. Grant told me that he was the reason Adam "came along for the ride" of this whole experience. It's becoming clear that I should have kept Grant at the house and not his twin. Adam said Grant is cramping his style. Actually, Adam is cramping Adam's style. I really do like him, and many of his qualities. But obviously he hasn't been genuine and real. No woman likes to be taken for a ride, and I'm no exception.

It was a no-brainer sending Adam home. I am sure one day I will see him in Park City, and hopefully we'll remain friends. I understand his position with his parents, but I'm not sure why he dates cougars if his family would give him so much grief over it - and he's not able to handle their disapproval.