She's Got the Look Models

Bahia, Karin and I had so much fun at the loft that last night. It felt bittersweet and somewhat empty without the other ladies -- especially without Hope, because she kept us in stitches with her impersonations of everyone. We knew that tomorrow was the big announcement and then the suspense would be over.

We were having a blast sitting in the front window of our loft, looking down onto the streets of New York City and reminiscing about the past few weeks.  It was full of laughter and fun. Now that Celeste was gone, there was no one to remind us that “It’s a competition.” Our guards were down and there was mutual admiration and a relaxed energy in the room. We were living in the moment and chatting about our final challenge of going before the SELF editors. The three of us felt good about what we’d represented and had no regrets.

I was so proud to be standing in the final three because Bahia and Karin were my final picks, too -- I liked their inner and outer beauty. At this point it really didn’t matter if I became the winner or not because we all had won. There is no loser in this group and we all realized that. 

We were excited to finally know who had “The Look,” but also sad to say goodbye to our great lifestyle of being on TV and being catered to for the past month. But I guess everything must come to an end.